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Silent Service

Silent Service

At some point during my brother’s illness, my aunt and uncle came to watch my sisters and me. I  remember mercifully little about those days, but I remember that they brought us to see the  submarines in Groton.

The Watcher

The Watcher

That’s not to say that the wars of my youth were any more meaningful or any less questionable. They were just as suspect—but they were mine—and this war is not.

Stage Names

Stage Names

You called yourself Cherry or Candy, something with a ‘C.’ You avoided giving me your real name when I ask.

Bastard Children of the Army

Bastard Children of the Army

Next time you're stuck in bumper-to-bumper traffic, imagine someone on the crowded street wants you dead.

Calibrated to Infinity

Calibrated to Infinity

Night vision goggles strip away depth perception, rendering reality in two dimensions.

Marks

Marks

As we talked, he revealed a beautiful smile. His eyes, not covered by sunglasses like the captain’s, were dark green. I was infatuated.

A Choir of Crickets

A Choir of Crickets

Make it stop, I thought. Please make it stop. But that made no difference.

The Soul of Old Glory

The Soul of Old Glory

It’s a matter of the flag being the symbol of a people conjoined in harmony. It doesn’t belong to a party or group or a president, but a people united under shared principles.

One More Betrayal

One More Betrayal

You pressed your head hard against my chest the way you always did when night terrors woke me.

Waste

Waste

A waste of time is hard to define.

I Played Army

I Played Army

My memories are aging as I am.

The Question

The Question

That moment in the spotlight eclipses the resolve.

Flying Through Water

Flying Through Water

You don’t forget a leader like Bill Searfus. And whenever I inspect tie-down chains, I see him vividly. That image of him wildly dancing.

The Night We Go Home

The Night We Go Home

Every one of us stood rigid with a fixed salute, never taking our eyes off the truck. Our brothers.

The End

The End

There are a lot of bad stories out there.

Moving to NYC

Moving to NYC

I’d die a thousand deaths but still wake up.

First, Unbecoming

First, Unbecoming

I had no other option than to be 'fine.' I knew he was right. But that didn’t give him the right to say it to me.

The Question, The Answer

The Question, The Answer

“Would you rather be pregnant alone or have the baby alone?” Ryan asks. I dig my pale white toes next to his in the sand.

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